User blog:Ravenfang/ignore this

((just gonna post my fanfic here so i have it somewhere. the prompt was simly 'i forgive you, murdoc.'))

I stare down at 2-D. He's asleep, obviously. I 'ad eem gassed for a lil bit... He'll be awake soon. I should leave his room, to be 'onest. If 'ee wakes up wif me here, he'll be angry at me. Not like he already isn't. On Plastic Beach (this god-forsaken island) there's no alcohol, so I've been thinkin' straight. I really 'ate some of the fings I've been doin' to him. Sometimes, I don't mean to 'urt him as bad as I do. And some of it's his fault, mind you! When 'ee acts so dumb, or he gets so upset and sad and even 'as the nerve to start crying after I do somefin' to 'im! I 'ate that. He makes me feel like such a jerk. As I see 'im start to turn over in 'is sleep, I jerk back and stand up. I need to leave, right, before he wakes up. But I’m too late. Before I can get out, he opens ‘ees eyes and looks at me. “Murdoc?” he askes. “Um.. right,” I say. I ‘aven’t even seen ‘eem properly in about a year… no wonder ‘ees surprised. “Are you.. sober?” he asks me. “No, you git. I’m fuckin’ drunk off my ass,” I drawl sarcastically. Just the way he acts makes me mad. I can’t stand it. Surprisingly, he has the nerve to fuckin’ smile at me. He wraps his arms around my neck and pulls me close to him, the closest we’ve been in the time since I’ve known ‘eem. Does the fuckin’ moron not realize I just ‘ad ‘eem gassed? “I missed you,” 2-D says in my ear. I feel hot tears, angry ones, prick at my eyes. “Why?” I say, pulling back slightly. “I’m a fuckin’ arsehole.” He shakes his ehad and pulls me back towards him. “It’s ok, Murdoc. I forgive you.”

hope you liked it if you decided to read! ♥ I believe    in ghosts,     in magic,     love at first sight,    and fairytales. ♥