User blog:Hazeleye/God, I don't have a Title for this...

WARNING. EXTREME HAZEL STUPIDITY AHEAD. ALTHOUGH, THIS IS IMPORTANT SO YOU MUST READ ANYWAY.
So, the reason I haven't been contributing is that when I was away, so much crap happened, I don't know how to process it (That and the edit thing was derping on me, so...) Can anyone tell me what's going on?

I realized how much I was inactive, to the point of getting my Chat mod rights taken away. And my blanks suck. Legguu, I envy you. Cat anatomy is hard. So, I was trying to work on those...

I just need to be caught up, so I can actually have an understanding on what the fluff is going on. I've been trying to catch myself up, but every time I do, my mind is just like "Lolwut *explodes*" So, yeah...

What caused me to realize this is when I looked on my userpage thing, and the little "Senior Warrior" thing wasn't there, and I was dissapointed. Dissappointed in myself, my lack of activity, commitment, and being able to keep up with things. I'm sorry for being inactive, and I can't even figure out what happened. I'm an idiot, and I admit that, so if you want to help this dummy, then please do.

Feel free to rant at me below: