User blog:Snowstarthecourageous/Leaving.

Hi guys. And bye guys. I'm just going to let you all know that I'm leaving. For good. I have a few things to do, and a few things to give away.

1. I don't want Snowstar, Sapphopaw, Grayfur, Darknight, Wintersnow, Spottedpelt, Iceflow, Cresspaw, Lightningdash, Darkslash, Swanfeather, Nightfall and Boltspark ever touched, roleplayed, given away or anything. I want them all to either be deleted, frozen in time forever or just flat out forgotten. Any other cats, take them. Give them away. But keep your hands off of those.

2. I would like to appologize to anyone who I ever promised anything to. i.e. Sapphopaw and Huntingshadow having kits. I'm sorry, but it had to be done.

Now, for my reasoning.

I am leaving for many reasons. I'm tired of the fighting, for one. Two, /everything/ I ever wanted, cared about, wished for, was ruined here. There are bad memories here. Sometimes, I just lay there at night, crying myself to sleep, thinking about all of the things that make me sad, most of which, consist of memories here. Also, I don't know if I can stay anymore. It's taking up all my time, and my dad is worried about me, because sometimes I'll just go and tell him about all of the stuff that happens here, and I think he thinks it's bad for me.

And I know that I said that I would be here forever. That whenever I said I was leaving, I was bluffing. But I'm not bluffing. This isn't a 'maybe'. It's a 'For sure'.

And to think. Two days before the day I've been waiting for forever.

And I want to thank you all, for the good things that happened here. And I'm sorry it ends like this.

Goodbye. I hope you all remember me well.

I'll miss you all. Bye.

02:58, March 16, 2013 (UTC)