User blog:Bluedawn/Deptuy of winterclan

ok, when i heard that i was allowed to be deputy of winterclan, I was happy. I finally get to be known member of a wiki with more than two contributors. Then my computerbroke down and i banned form wiki for a few days by my parents to see if i was getting viruses from it (thanks a lot, spotz. they read your blog post and that's where they thought i was getting the viruses.) I tried to get on and explain, but i got caught. It later turned out i was getting viruses from youtube. But, that's not my point. My point is, when i come back, I'm suddenly not allowed to be deputy anymore. at first, I really (censored)ed that you guys took me off as deputy, after saying i could be deputy. I even had a whole blog post with swearing, and yelling at rainlegs and everything, but just before i clicked publish, i realized swearing and getting myself banned over such a small thing was pointless, and wouldn't get me my deputy position back. I could point out, for instance, that autumnrose is never on and RARLEY roleplays characters like LLilacstar and (i forget the the wind chasers's leader's name), but she gets to stay leader. Once again, starting an arguement that would result in me getting banned wouldn't help. Instead of bein annouyied or angry, now i'm just dissapointed. Dissapointed and insulted. First, Dissapointed that i can't be deputy after the founder of the wiki allowed me to, second, insulted that you guys seem to think i can't 'handle' being deputy because i haven't been on in awhile (i blame youtube for the viruses) adn that i'm not a big, respected member of this wiki yet. For a third time, i know complaining and arguing won't get me anywhere. I felt so insulted, i was going to leave the wiki. But then, i thought, "what good will that do?" no good at all. So I decided to stay on this wiki, to keep posting, and hopefully one day you guys won't think of me as too 'dumb' or 'irresponsible' to play a simple deputy. shame on you all, Blue dawn  With  Clouds  like Shining  eyes... 18:41, October 5, 2011 (UTC)